oh girl, I don't know you, but my heart breaks because I am right there with you. Everyone tells me, "your girl is still out there" Reallyl? Have you investigated international adoption? Do you know how few are working properly? Do you realize how long we waited and how long the wait will be if we start over? I feel like I am in a pit screaming and no one hears. This is such a lonely journey. I have even heard when we told someone that we didn't know if we should go on or not say, "go get your daughter" Really how do I do that? My heart broke when I saw that flag because I felt the despair and hopelessness. I have no words, but just wanted to let you know you are not alone. I hear your screams.
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oh girl, I don't know you, but my heart breaks because I am right there with you. Everyone tells me, "your girl is still out there" Reallyl? Have you investigated international adoption? Do you know how few are working properly? Do you realize how long we waited and how long the wait will be if we start over? I feel like I am in a pit screaming and no one hears. This is such a lonely journey. I have even heard when we told someone that we didn't know if we should go on or not say, "go get your daughter" Really how do I do that? My heart broke when I saw that flag because I felt the despair and hopelessness. I have no words, but just wanted to let you know you are not alone. I hear your screams.
I'm here for you as well. If for nothing but support.
I am so sorry for your pain...I wish there were words to make it easier. Please know that you are not alone--I feel your anguish.
still hoping to see a checkered flag on this blog instead someday... praying for you in the meantime.
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